Today, browsing the news, I found a rather tragic one. Apparently a man commited suicide in Notre Dame in Paris: [link]
Dominique Venner was an award-winning French historian, journalist and essayist - he also was a former militant of the far right armee secrete,
and later became a European nationalist before withdrawing from politics to focus on a career as a historian. He specialized in military and political history. At the time of his death, he was the editor of the La Nouvelle Revue d'Histoire
, a bimonthly history magazine.
On 21 May 2013, Venner committed suicide by firearm in the cathedral of Notre Dame de Paris, which led to the evacuation of the cathedral. He had been a militant opponent of the legalization of same-sex marriage in France. Only hours earlier, he had left a post on his blog calling for radical resistance to the new law. He had written, "An infamous law, once passed, can always be repealed. It will require new, spectacular, and symbolic actions to rouse people from their complacency... We enter into a time when words must be backed up by actions."
According to the rector of Notre Dame de Paris, Venner had also left behind a letter for investigators.
Of course, Monseuir Venner won't rest in peace, so it's silly to wish him to do so. I can only tip my hat and offer a commentary on this, as I think I'm qualified to do so.
Before I proceed, though, I urge my readers to check the Independent's article on the happening. Or rather, check the comments - the mass of them cheering this man's death. The death of a man that the commenters equate to Hitler, Goebbels and other, history-approved "monsters", while he was just a writer and journalist. Cheering, making fun of his decision to destroy himself, and calling others that share his opinion to partake in suicide.
These are the same people who cry when gay teenagers kill themselves over facebook drama and write their congressmen to impose anti-bullying acts.
Thing is, funny enough, earlier this day, before I ever learned of this unfortunate event, I got a peculiar message in reply to my previous post about Tsarnaev brothers. This time I WILL NOT protect the person's anonymity. Originally, upon receiving the message, I had no plans in dragging it to the public eye, because it's one or many, but because I got it not long ago before this worldwide news story that essentially is about the same topic, I will. Here it goes:
- If ever a way is found to turn Russian nukes against your country, we ought to ought to use it. Your people divided the world, and now you justify mad bombers from your piece of shit country!?!?
I hope you do your fellow countrymen and the rest of the world a favour and kill yourself, you piece of shit. [link]
If you notice, this message is in no different in glee and intonation that the commenters offered for late Mr. Venner there.
I really don't like to drag this to myself. But on the other hand, usually the only thing we can speak more or less objectively off, is ourselves.
I've struggled with suicide due to sickness, physical pain and lack of any positive prospective in my life. I've attempted it, and probably didn't put enough heart into this attempt. The fact that upon introspection, I didn't put all of me behind it, moved me to realize that I hadn't considered myself all that hopeless, and it gave me an incentive to drastically rearrange and improve my life. In the world of today's whimps and bitches, pretty fucking amazing, considering that throught this period of self-resussication I was told to kill myself over and over again untill I grew desensitized to it.
Well, almost desensitized. I'm desensitized to when it's directed at me - but I feel for other people going through similair shit.
I cannot vouch that Mr.Venner got death threats and was egged to commit suicide. Probably not, he was going from some other point - and I'll talk about it later. What worries me is that his suicide act could be used to push other people in our movement down that path. Not like Venner did, out of belief - but out of lack of hope, desperation and fear. The modern softcore-Nationalist movement is rather whimpy and sensitive, and the worst of all - pessimist. Then, on the other hand, do we need people who can be pushed to suicide through ostracization and realization of failure?
I would really like to say - no, good riddance. But then, considering my past experience, I'd be a hypocrite.
I must say that I respect Mr. Venner's decision. I don't necessarily agree with it, but he's right in one thing. It's time for action. It's unfortunate that his route of action was self-termination though. It's unfortunate that he believed in some innate goodness of his opponents, in that his opponents actually follow the ideals of tolerance, equality and professed love for mankind. It's unfortunate, that they don't really, as these comments show.
You see, for if it was a pro-nationalist, traditionalist law that's been passed, a "racist" agenda going in the country to deport all immigrants, and some gay fat lesbian Negroid killed herself in protest, there would be no questions asked - everything would be repealed and the majority would be issuing a decade-long apology. But Mr.Venner's suicide will not achieve that - most likely he won't become a martyr, but a hanged man to be poked with a stick and laughed at his embarrasment in death.
Your opponents will never cut you slack. They'll never offer you dignity, no, not in your last moments, not after death.
I learned this. When you are defeated, the only thing that can save you from utter defeat, is retaining your life. The biggest gift to your opponent that you can make, is to die. While you live, you have a chance for vengeance, at least. But when you're dead, you're just that - dead. So staying alive is a small victory amidst it all.
Mr.Venner, unlike the scum of earth clapping at his death, had a belief to die for. To bleed for. His ideal in his country, men and culture. None of the snivelling faggots would put that on the line. Because they don't have it. They won't die for diversity, for vibrancy, for equality, social justice and gay rights. But they WILL kill you - if not directly, then by breaking your will. That's the difference.
It's a white man's burden, to die for abstract ideals and put life aside for death that is meaningful.
But now, you don't need to die for your views, beliefs and goals.
You have to KILL.
And I will stand by this. Self-sacrifice - well okay, please do it, just take as much bastards with you as you can beforehand. That's what I decided, if I ever get so low again. My enemies won't get nothing good and positive out of my death - no, my death for them would be grief, and pain, and total ruin. That's what your opponents should know. That your death for them is worse than your life. They should fear your death, not cheer it. They should know, that my death equates terror.
This idea pretty much transformed my outlook, made me stronger and desensitized to the shit I've sometimes encountered. I'm the one that's in charge and power despite the Orwellian totalitarism. I shouldn't have MY life ruined by my enemies - I should resist that, and ruin THEIRS. That's the rule of war. War isn't won by the deaths of your soldiers, it's won by the deaths of the enemy, and that's the ONLY way it can happen. And the least you can do, therefore, is to stay alive. Never assume that the enemy would care for your, that it would see you as anything but a target.
That's how terrorism is born. While people go around say that terrorism should be stopped, they spark it with every action. With every little comment such as the dance macabre on Mr. Venner's fresh grave. You should at least understand this. Terrorism, despite the fact that we all dislike it when it's directed against ourselves, is a perfectly plausible and correct reaction to being denied your base goals, to have your beliefs outlawed, and your existence degraded. I hate Muslims, but I understand them. We're on different side of the fence, but I understand where they come from. And when your life is threatened, terrorism should be employed.
At this point, we on the far-right, white nationalists, are pushed to terrorism, very fastly. And I say, while personal responsibility is uber alles, there is nothing wrong in providing what is expected of you. It's the same shit I'm always telling my fellow WN's - academia and good manners won't save your ass when you, a heretic in this modern crusade, would be dragged to the stake to burn for your sins of "white privilege" and "patriarchy". What will save you is a gun, bullets, a bomb and a knife. Keep them close.
Nationalists shouldn't kill themselves - sorry Venner - we should kill our enemies. There's not much of us. Let our enemies commit suicide if they wish so, they'll be doing the job for us.
So, if you ever feel like you're way past your line, and this is it... Don't waste your life, a precious self-aware white life in vain. Make it count for the rest of us. Make them suffer and bleed.
Make them suffer and bleed.